John 20: Rabboni, and a Doubt Worth Having
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✝ Passage: John 20
Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb while it’s still dark and finds the stone moved — and her first assumption isn’t resurrection, it’s theft: “They have taken away the Lord out of the tomb, and we don’t know where they have laid him” (20:2). Even Peter and the beloved disciple, running to check, see the folded graveclothes and go home still not fully grasping what had happened (20:9-10). Belief, in this chapter, arrives in stages, not all at once.
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A name, spoken
Mary stays behind, weeping, mistaking the risen Jesus for the gardener — until he says one word: “Mary.” She turns and answers, “Rabboni!” (20:16). Recognition here isn’t visual; it’s the sound of her own name in a voice she knows.
Sent, and breathed on
Jesus appears to the disciples that evening, shows them his wounds, and commissions them in the same breath he uses to give them the Spirit: “he breathed on them, and said to them, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit’” (20:22). Peace, proof, and purpose arrive together.
Thomas, and the blessing on the rest of us
Thomas misses that first appearance and refuses to take anyone’s word for it. A week later, face to face with the wounds, he says the highest thing anyone says about Jesus in this Gospel — “My Lord and my God!” (20:28). Jesus’ answer reaches past Thomas to every reader since: “Blessed are those who have not seen, and have believed” (20:29). The chapter then states its own purpose plainly: written “that you may believe” (20:31).
Questions for study
- Mary recognizes Jesus by name, not by sight. What does that say about how we come to recognize him?
- Thomas wanted evidence before he’d believe. Is that so different from what the other disciples got?
- Verse 29’s blessing is aimed at you specifically. How does that change how you read your own doubts?
- John states his purpose for writing in 20:31. Does the whole Gospel read differently with that goal in view?